Shua la la la la ~~

please let me leave this damn place sooner!

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:03:37 GMT

I miss you.

=(

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 07:30:36 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!

Boon & Nicole!!

Happy 21st!!

((:

Boon i hope you like your present ((:

Definitely hope to see you rocking that green wristlet some time soon.
It certainly is a quirky accessory to add to the usual dull office wear ((:

Thirty seven! But smoking HOT!

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 05:39:39 GMT

Gackt has released his REAL age.

The man who captured my heart and soul and doesn't look like he's about to return it any time soon.

Anyway, i strayed off what i was going to say.

He is 37 ! 37 years old. Makes him 16 years older than me.
Thankfully, not enough to be my daddy yet. hehe.

I guess he's reached a level so high in my heart that his age doesn't matter.

I'll still happily ambush him. =X HAHA

((:

Goodness, such a dream. .

shua la la la la

let me breathe! breathe without my chest tightening on me.

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 18:11:02 GMT

Balancing you and my mother is definitely driving me insane.

Reasoning superstition with my mother is madness.
Urgh, enough about deaths, though i know you mean well.
Some are hard to accept
Out of respect, you get your way.
Its nice to know, you know i'm a softie.
It isn't to know you use it against me.
Deny it!
you're doing it unconsciously.
Educate us, not force us to follow.
Where has my right of choice gone to?
but you're my mother, so perhaps i'm not entitled to any rights at all.

I understand the loss of a close kin.
The time needed to come to terms with it, the effort it takes, the mood it affects.
I took a year, enough said.
You ask and ask and ask and yet ask more, but what you give ?
Tell me about it!?
You ask, i give.
You ask more, i give more.
Who's going to give me back?
Its not trade i want, but fuel to keep going myself.
You comment that i'm not giving enough,
how does I'm running on close to nothing sound?

I've tried my best.

Don't question my love for you!

I found you, smiling

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 17:38:14 GMT

addicted to your voice

obsessed with your perfection

devoted to you

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 13:54:05 GMT

600 bounces

Level 1 to 3

night fall makes the steps especially creepy and the lift especially attractive.

((:

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 11:08:38 GMT

500 bounces

Level 1 to 6

((:

The call i look forward too everynight

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 16:11:03 GMT

I'm thankful everynight i get a call from him ((:

Helps me digest the loss of company next to me. Needless to say the jacket is for the exact same purpose.

I miss you bratty patty!

He's booking out soon. He's booking out soon. He's booking out soon. He's booking out soon. He's booking out soon. He's booking out soon. He's booking out soon. He's booking out soon. He's booking out soon.

((:

Whose the one studying it ?

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 03:09:53 GMT

It was never going to be this easy. But no one ever mentioned it was going to be this tough!

Let me go already!

I'm not going to give way.

If you want it your way, feel free to tag along to study that course yourself!

the perfection he attained

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 11:45:04 GMT

scream
scream it all out
shout it all out
that raw power you unleash in the process
that was MARS.

it was a different story each time.
Rebirth
Kagen no tsuki
Moon
Sixth Day
Seventh Night
Diabolos
Love Letter

my dream remains unchanged.

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 09:15:16 GMT

sometimes i wish i could just slap her mouth for saying things like "who was the one who introduced her the shop?" Why is it, she never wonders who was the one who finally purchased the item for her.

Everytime this happens, all she can tell me in return is who was the one who introduced her the shop! The countless times this has happened! So i guess this means its wrong for a sister to share her good finds with her younger sister!

It happened with cosplay, with strip, with pedder red, with agnes br. Come on! You're half a century old and yet you still want to blame others for actions you APPROVED! You paid for the purchases.

I would appreciate from the bottom of my heart if you think before you say this sentence again. I definitely gotta give myself a pat from refraining on the use of profanity. I respect you for who you are. Now show me the reason why i respect you!

I won't even want to talk about the rest. Go ahead! Continue! Spoil her.

the final one of the month!

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 08:19:15 GMT

step by step, its all in the makings

((:

I for you?

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 16:47:30 GMT

This is a big thank you post.

You have no idea how thankful, how much i appreciated it that you took it into your understanding that ele's birthday meant alot to me and that i'll never be the first or someone to leave first unless the rest left first. As a result we left at 2ish am from her BBQ party. Causing you to be too tired to train the next day. How you rushed to her bbq straight after your gym training. How you took the initiative to help out with the bbq and everything that night. How you were exceptionally cheerful that night. How you trashed everyone at tai di that night. haha ((: How you patiently taught my sister how to play the game. How even tonight you acceded to me rushing you out of my place to meet ele because we haven't accquired the skill of teleporting to the destination. How you reacted to everything relating to this birthday. Even contributing to the present! ((:

I'm thankful for you. You left a really BIG SMILE plastered to my face for it all!

=D (this is the largest it would go!)

Like i mentioned tonight during the bus ride, you're the best out of them all! I believe i wasn't blind after all when i chose you. ((:

I dig your manners, english and actions(which are chosen by you) alot! I confess, that was what caught my eye in the very first place.

I must not fail!! But what if i do ? Oh man!

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 12:58:49 GMT

I'm a nervous wreck about Basic Theory Test tomorrow.

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 08:38:38 GMT

After procrastinating for monthsssssssss... I've finally made some progress with my driving and my long overdue dental appointments. Definite worth buyng some lottery today ((: I'm even making some progress with the Universities. YAY!!

Its time to go out and accomplish more ((:

One of the many sayings

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 07:40:38 GMT

My mother says "the way to see if a guy would treat his future wife well would be to observe the way he treat his parents"

((:

Girls were born to be pampered! ((:

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 18:23:08 GMT

The way to a girl's heart is to always pamper. I'm not sure if its on behalf of all girls, but i know, over the top pampering is the best way to get to me. Over the top pampering without balantly pointing out to me how you're spoiling me. Girl's were born to be pampered. ((:

I admit, i'm over the moon after attending my cousin's wedding. I never knew i had so many unknown distant cousins, sweet cousins of mine ;D. The wedding was over the top, with fabulous decorations to the island ballroom at Shangri-la. Though what really made my heart melt instantaneously was the 2 songs they chose, Bittersweet symphony from The verve and Viva la vida from Coldplay (:

Looking at my cousin, I have this feeling that its going to take alot to actually tie me down, for real. An un-imaginable amount of different things. After all, I am indeed a demanding, fussy brat =P However i do admit, Shane you've been real sweet. Sweet till you've got me rather addicted. I shall not say any further. Private & Confidential. ((:

Bangles ! I love them, but i'm fussy as crap about them. =s HAHA! Its time to add another bangle to my wrist soon. I should say that down the road, if an accessory could determine to whether or not you've got me tied down totally, it would be a bangle/bracelet. It never leaves my wrist! 99% of the time when i leave the house the bangle goes with me, going out without a bangle on my wrist feels funny. I like it there, on my left wrist.

My dream bangle would be a white jade, purple sounds good too. ((:

without you knowing

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 09:02:54 GMT

until i receive that email i'm going to resign to fate that getting frequent persistant headaches and waking up at odd hours in the night is a part of my usual routine.

I detest conflicts. Sparing a considerate thought for others in the future would be one sweet thing you could practise. It would be very much appreciated.

Paracetamol shall be my best friend for now.

Jewel Puzzlesssssssssssss

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 15:58:34 GMT

Enjoyed your company to the MAX

even fi it was just for a mere few hours ((:

LOVED IT!!!

Thankful to have your company.

Ascendead Master

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 11:45:05 GMT

You remind me of the very reason to i lost my heart to him. How i started off as in new sparked interest and progressed to become an obession.

I know that i love it when it floods my ears and a smile forms at the sound of it. (:

19 September 2009

I look forward to identifying the distinct style to your music.

Your similarities has roused my interest.

/Versailles/

NDP 2009

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 07:56:16 GMT

What was suppose to have been a peaceful lazy saturday afternoon has morphed into the attendance of the NDP Preview show, due to 4 excess tickets.

Its been a long time since i have attended one of these shows. It seems like an early 21st birthday gift to me. haha. From my mother. =/ Knowing how my mother would be upset if the tickets went to waste, it turned out i managed to find an owner to each of these tickets and it happens to include me. =.="
(What a gift! Where is my Gackt concert tickets i have been dreaming about for the longest time? OR X Japan ? haha. Deep down inside, i know what a big event it would be for me if one day i get Gackt's concert tickets. It's my dream. A dream that has been broken once and mended.)

Boon and i have decided to be like tourist for this show. Snapping away with our cameras. SHANE - Its not that i didn't call you, but you are at a regatta, it did strike my mind like on friday night ((:, it would have made the most unusual date ever. HAHA. I'm defnitely hoping you're winning something despite all that cough and sore throat. I'm actually beginning to get quite excited for the show, though i praying really hard it doesn't cook me alive (the heat). Turns out the first thing i 'm doing after work has ended is to go all about, having dinner at Hong Kong Street Family Restaurant and now attending the NDP 2009. ((:

There goes my teeth and everything else.

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 08:34:46 GMT

you better kill me because i picked up coffee drinking all over again.

Romantic love is not love at all. Its a thrill that always fades away

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 03:02:57 GMT

We all wish we could grab that intoxicating feeling of new love, lock it up and keep it safe.
But we can't kid ourselves anymore: Love just doesn't work that way.

Here comes the massive headache.

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 15:12:25 GMT

I'm so silly. The silliest.

Ridicuously silly.

I should have just listened.

its a sore nerve.

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 06:56:51 GMT

Place some faith in me.

When i said "I'll try", I meant it.

Ditch the constant reminders, they're only doing more harm than good.
Despite your good intentions.

You're the first to know, and you'll be the last.

I'm almost reaching the end, all i need is your support.

Don't spell it out, i'm in denial.
There are many ways to approach it, and spelling it out is not the best option to adopt.

If you really have to know,
I've been in this cycle for years.
There's nothing new about this to me any longer.
Time after time, its getting better.